Feeling Blue

Wrote this few days back...seems like i forgot to publish. What an irony I am posting Happoer life nd feeling blue together:-D .Well thats how it is:-P


Some days are just too heavy and some times are not so good. Today as I sit in my Gurgaon office cafetaria, gazing at the dark clouds which have covered the blue sky, making the weather nice and chill, I feel why some times are like these. Just happens that things do not seem to go in right direction.And when its bad news it's just raining bad news. Then again I think, maybe that is the way of thinking,may be I got to know few things pretty soon by God's grace so that I do not keep calm in life, but make an extra effort to overcome it well on time. Two days back only I read someone's post on facebook- Believe in God like a child believes in you and gives a hearty laugh when you throw him in the air and catch him in your arms. So, I am believing in God and thinking that times will pass, the dark clouds will go away, the night will end ,a fresh morning will start and God will just catch me in it's arms. Oh come on, I am just feeling low today. It's a Friday and I need to cheer up, some good reason to be happy today:-), though Pihu as a reason is always there.

Happier Life!

Wow...been ages that I got this time to write. Life has taken many twists and turns in these years, but long story cut short, I am a mom of 1.5 years old, world's most beautiful and sweet daughter.
Yes...you know now where have I been for last 2.5 years(in case you are wondering that 1.5 years tau samajh aata hai but +1 kyon?.....come onnnn... 9 months of pregnancy as well).

Anyways not to give any excuses, things are much more settled than they used to be. However, I have still not come over the biiiigggg change( i was going to write shock, but that doesn't explain things well and you would have taken me in a wrong way) in my life. Pihu(my daughter) has brought so many things with her. Especially after having her I realized what I really wanted from life, not only personally but professionally as well. I am a much more focused human being than I ever used to be. I have a zeal to progress in life which I had lost long back.
I know now that I do not control anyone's life, but mine. I know now not to keep expectations from anyone but myself. I know now that God is always looking at me, understanding my needs, having a larger picture of my complete life, and will push things in my life which fit best in the larger picture, not just that's visible to anyone's eye as of today. I just hope that I keep the spirit alive and move ahead in positive manner and direction. Life has given a lot to all of us, its just a matter of realizing the facts.